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Dancing again

date: 07·07·25mood: scared and excitedlocation: the studiolistening: it's not u it's me - Bea Miller

I used to dance in high school. Thought I left that version of me behind. But here we are, back onstage, dancing again. And doing pole too, because why not make things extra.

Let’s be real, dance today is a far cry from the 90s choreo I grew up with. This finale has me in full KPop-meets-HipHop mode, trying to keep up. The steps are fast. The vibe is panic, but don’t show it. Do I have swag? Debatable. I just hope I don’t look like a confused tita doing TikTok.

I just want to give it everything I’ve got. No half-effort, no regrets. I don’t want to disappoint, myself most of all.

Scared? Yes. Excited? Also yes. Ready? I will be.