the journal

A mood, a song, and a location under every title. Blogging like it's 2004.

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Didn’t wake up like this
date: 04·05·25mood: unshrunklocation: homelistening: Honey - Mariah Carey

Silly, not sexy. Stern, not sweet. Thicc, not thin. Didn’t wake up like this. It took years of evolution, and lots of unlearning, especially…

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My first and forever boss
date: 03·11·25mood: gratefullocation: homelistening: Feet First - Sydney Mae

I met Patty when I applied for a job at the University of Alaska Anchorage Bookstore. At first I was just another student worker.…

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When the expert teaches
date: 02·13·25mood: opinionatedlocation: home

Some of the worst demos I’ve sat through were run by the person who knew the material best. The subject matter expert skips the…

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The jargon
date: 02·07·25mood: amusedlocation: home

The thing about starting at a new place is the jargon. It could fill a dictionary. At first it felt like everyone was speaking…

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Getting my bearings
date: 02·01·25mood: honestlocation: homelistening: Strings - iyla

The first few weeks back in corporate felt like walking into a test I hadn’t studied for. I’d spent years consulting and building things…

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Before cough
date: 01·28·25mood: itching to movelocation: homelistening: Puerto Princesa - Ouida

Been off pole for over a week, and honestly, I don’t know what to do with myself. Withdrawals are real. I barely remember life…